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[10 Oct 2004|05:26pm]



Join please??? thanks




5 Fucked | Me

[18 Sep 2004|07:55pm]

Well i made a new Journal.
Started getting sick of this one.



Add me now bitches :)



1 Fucked | Me

[18 Sep 2004|12:57pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Wanna fill this out for me? thanks
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet?
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me?
5. How well do you know me?
6. Have you ever had a crush on me?
7. When you first saw me what was your 1st impression?
8. My age?
9. Birthday?
10. Color hair?
11. Color eyes?
12. Do I have any siblings?
13. How many?
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
16. What's my favorite type of music?
17. What is the best feature about me?
18. Am I shy or outgoing?
19. Would you say I am funny?
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
21. Would you consider me a friend?
22. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
23. Have you ever seen me cry?
24. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?
25. Are my parents still together?
26. What do I love?
27. What songs make you think of me?
28. If you could set me up with one person for the rest of my life, who would it be?
29. Do you think I'm good looking?
30. What's the worst feature about me?
31. What lyrics best describe me?
32. Who's my best friend?
32. Wheres my favorite place to hang out?
33. Am I a Met or Yankee fan?
34. Whats my favorite sport?
35. What do I do in my free time?

4 Fucked | Me

[17 Sep 2004|07:42pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Welllllll today i got my stiches out! i was very happy about that. But the big one, he didnt have to cut nething b/c the dissolve. Yeah and its gross looking. But he cut the other two small ones. So i dont have to wear the ace bandage anymore, just my damn brace! Oh well. Afterward i went to lunch with Cynthia and my mommy. I saw this kid there he must of been in like 6th grade or so and he didnt hit puberty b/c he still has a high pitched voice lol. And i saw a bunch of so called "punk" kids singing Avril. I was like yeah riiight ur punk, Then they started singing JoJo-Leave(Get Out) I was like yeah okay w/e. After that i came home and showered, did my homework and then went shopping with my parents. I had to get a Spanish-English Dictionary. Came home and i came online. Still am... whatelse is new. Hehe. Well im mucho hungry, later kidz <3
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I read an old conversation we had. You said you didn't want to lose me, that you would never forget about me, "and nothing will change the love i have for you, you know that right?" Hm i guess you got what you wanted, me to believe you. I want to know what happened to that. Whatever...


[17 Sep 2004|06:13pm]
[ mood | calm ]


by Matchbook Romance

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i've lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, well please don't leave me

i feel like i've lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i've lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

i'll fall asleep tonight, cause that brings me closer to you

1 Fucked | Me

[16 Sep 2004|10:55pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Well today i got up at 11 and got ready, had therapy at 12. Went to therapy, it was good. Afterwards i came home, went online for a little, than asked my mom to do my hair. So she did it :) it looks cool <3 We finished at like 4ish, ugh 2 hours. I hated sitting there. Than i went and did my homework for like hours! I finally gave up around 6 to eat dinner. I watched tv after dinner. Than Cindy called me and asked me if i wanted to hangout. So i went over her house. We watched tv. Hehe im a bear ::rawr rawr:: lol or ::hop hop:: haha ima loser. My mom picked me up at 10 and this is where i am :) Here.I.AmCollapse )


You're so predicable, i knew something would go wrong

I love you

I want you

I miss you


[15 Sep 2004|10:54pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Today was good :)
I woke up at 11, went downstairs and found out i was home alone. So i went a layed down, I took my brace off to see how bad my leg was swollen, and it was pretty bad. So i kept it off and elevated it for a little. Around 1ish my mom called and i told her, so she told me to tell my dad when he got home. Around 1:30 i decided to wash my hair, so i went and washed my hair. When i was done i went upstairs and my dad got home. So i told him, he took me to the dr at like 2. We sat in the waiting room for like an hour. It sucked. I called Danna and told her that i wasnt home. I finally got home at like 4:00. I called Danna told her i was home, than went upstairs and watched A Nightmare Before Christmas. Danna came over around 5ish. We hungout in Jen's room watching the movie. When it was over, we watched some tv. We both fell asleep together, she fell asleep on my arm and i fell asleep. I enjoyed that. Cindy came over to teach Jen a song, but she came upstairs and woke us up. She walks in and is like aw. So we talked for a little, than she went downstairs. We decided to go get some food, so i hobbled my way down the stairs. Cindy was bouncing around my living room with her bass. Me, Danna, and Cindy were looking at pictures of Christina Aguilera 0:). That was funnn. Nipples came over too. So we all hungout in the living room. My mom made a bunch of us Easy Mac. It was fun. Me and Danna were taking quizzes on quizilla.com or w/e. Hehe we were bored. Than we just watched tv. They all left at 10. And this is where i ended up. Well i just took a pain killer so in an hour or so im gonna pass out. Lol :) Nite all <3


Where’s the mini-skirt made of snake skin


We can live like Jack and Sally if we want.... [14 Sep 2004|11:37pm]
[ mood | content ]

Well i was bored so i decided to look up pic's of Nightmare before Christmas and i found these icons. And i love that movie :) I figured out, i want the head of Jack on like the inside of my upper-left arm as a tattoo :) Yeah it's gonna be painful but w/e
well here they are

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Ahhh the damn crickett is still here!! i wanna kill it

Hope you enjoy the Icon's

Through the rain and the stormiest weather

5 Fucked | Me

[14 Sep 2004|06:58pm]
[ mood | calm ]

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[14 Sep 2004|06:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well im feeling better by the days. I can't wait till i get the stiches out and be able to go out with my friends again. Well im hoping i can go back to school next week. Yeah i enjoy sleeping all day and not having to go to school, but its getting pretty boring. I started physical therapy today, they said that everything looks good, and that everythings going great. That i should do good in rehab. I can bend my knee 100 degrees. Which is great for someone with this surgery. Im getting really annoyed with my brace right now! I havent had one good night sleep since i got surgery, not b/c i was in pain, but because of my damn brace. Well i dont know the point to this entry. So i'll post later <3

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*Smamm :)*


[12 Sep 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | content ]

Yeah well i just wanted to say forget the bitching from the last two written post, after the promo.
With help from Cindy, i've realized i was being a selfish bitch and wanted everyone to be with me and everything. And im sorry for all my bitching and complaining. Yes i know everyone cares and loves me. I was just upset and shit and i was just saying anything. Im really sorry, hopefully no one got mad at me or anything. And thanks cindy. <3


bite my lip, and close my eyes, take me away to paradise

hehe i like my new Icon
Michelle is very sexy <3333

2 Fucked | Me

[12 Sep 2004|11:04pm]

Join _hot_ass

[12 Sep 2004|07:13pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I am soo bored
i love how my friends visit me or call me :(
i guess i'll just ya know stay home all day and do nothing.
I wish i was out with everyone else.
No one desides to call me, and i dont want to call them i want to see if they ya know think of me during the day..but w/e here fill this out <3

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i called you and the time was right, are you in or are you out

4 Fucked | Me

Fuck off! [12 Sep 2004|12:13pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I've been thinking this morning, and it wasnt too good.
I found out that i really havent been happy since July 7th before my basketball game. I still remember that day, the feeling of it, the noise, and me hitting the floor. It sucked. I have to say that it was one of the most worse days i have ever had. Now i sit here crying, thinking about how my basketball career is ruined for this year. Everytime i look at my knee with my brace on and the bandage it makes me think of that day. I hated it. yeah i know im making a big deal out of something most people probably wouldn't. But everyone who knows me, knows basketball was like my life. and now that i can't play it this year i get upset. Yeah i was waiting for the day that my injury was servere but i didnt really expect it to come. I hate being "handicapped or disabled" w/e the fuck it is. I hate everyone treats me different because they think i cant do anything. I hate how little kids just stare at me like im an alien or something. Am i really that different?!?! no i didnt think so. Im still the crazy sam just trying to have fun. I just want to go back so this never happened to me. Well enough of me complaining, no ones gonna read it ne wayz. So yeah okay w/e Bye


3 Fucked | Me

[11 Sep 2004|10:58pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Well im finally back in my room! very exciting :)

Well today i hung around the house till 5 than went up to cindy's block party.
Nikki, staci, christa, geiger, karyn, corrizzo, dupey, steff, danna, heather, frank, lindsey, kristina, chris, james, ray, and tammy where there. Yes lots and lots of people. We hungout in her backyard for a little, got food and then went to the park so all the stoners could smoke. Lol. I was hobbiling my way around the park. It was funn. My parents picked me up at 7:30ish and i came home and ate. Did "the machine" than came upstairs. W0000!! Im finally moving around

well tomorrow im hoping to go shopping with my dad for a guitar
and with my mom for shoes <3 weee i'll post later


I like two people, both my friends, one ive had feelings for, i have to get over her but i dont want to.
The other one is my friend, very hot but still my friend. I have feelings for her and i dont know what to do.
Im sure you'll eventually find out who they are....

Git up now

2 Fucked | Me

[11 Sep 2004|12:16pm]

[10 Sep 2004|09:31pm]
[ mood | in pain ]

Well today i got the drain taken out. It was good. They took x-rays, said everything is going swell :) Im with cindy now, nikki, staci and danna stopped by before. ahh i miss em all :( Well im doin my machine, it hurts a little. Arg 2 hours sucks on this thing. Cindy is sleeping, aww how cute :p Well im gonna go, i'll post later <3
night all


5 Fucked | Me

Join, please!?!?! [10 Sep 2004|01:31pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]


Join my lovely community :)
it rocks


[09 Sep 2004|08:41pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Well i got my surgery today
i got there at 6:30 they took me in at like 7:00
put IV and everything else
i hungout in a chair till 8ish
they took me in the OR
woke up at like 11ish and started crying
i was so scared, i didnt know where i was, what happened, my leg felt weird b/c it was numb
so i spent an hour in recovery
got home around 1:30
watched some tv
and then slept

i feel like crying
i dont know if its the fact that i feel sick to my stomach,
i miss my friends like crazy,
or that my leg feels so fucking weird b/c it's numb

i hate the fact that i need help with everything, im not the type of person who always wants help. But w/e....

I cant wait to see everyone tomorrow. hopefully a lot of people come visit.
It will really show me who cares.

Iight well im gonna go watch some tv or do w/e i can.


I miss everything single thing about you
i wish i was in your arms right now </3


Bite my lip and close my eye.......take me away to paradise [08 Sep 2004|04:08pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hmm yeah well today was school
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Well today was alright, it was cool to see all my friends again. And to meet my new teachers.
I <3 mrs. tuttle. She rocks. haha. Me and her were talking soo much today. Haha it seemd like i was the only one in the class. Well i must go b/c there's nothing too interesting. Byyeee

*i miss you soo much*


ugh tomorrow is surgery :(

bite my lip, and close my eyes, take me away to paradise

5 Fucked | Me

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